Can I just say one fucking thing.

A reliable source told me that my ex’s gay friend was saying that I was weak and selfish with my ex. Well you know, fuck you.That I didn’t care about his feelings. FUCK YOU. As if you actually knew what happened with us.

Weak. I was never weak until I met him and he completely broke me down.

I didn’t care about his feelings? I cried everyday for weeks because I loved him that much and cared for him so goddamn much. And him? Yeah we was out with his co-worker (who he never hangs with,right?) and making out with her. OK. Yeah definitely didn’t care.

I was selfish? I did absolutely everything he wanted. ANYTHING he wanted, I did. I tried to stick around and be strong and deal with him still being around her after everything they’d done just so I could make him happy. I was the only one hurting.

So fuck you and learn what the fuck actually happened before you go telling people I’m a bitch.

This just makes me fucking GLAD I left my ex. Fuck all this judging I’m getting from absolutely everyone that only heard Nathan’s story.

This is exactly what I needed. That little bit hope I had to be with him is completely dead. FUCKKKKK DAT. FRRLS DOE.

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